Sock! you saw me get zapped the first time. You thought it was funny and set me up to get zapped again! Ok, maybe I was silly or naive or just assumed too much about how you'd look out for me when that isn't your job.

Even if getting zapped was my own fault and I don't even know anymore, and sometimes I don't even know what fault means, you abandoned me to it. You bounced up and down with joy as I got close to the wire and then ran away laughing. I felt  stupid for being gullible and we all carried on  like it didn't matter.

Well, it did matter!

And I want to talk to out with you, but how can I when you only communicate when it suits you? And most of the time you just run away and leave the work to other people.

How do we make this better when it feels so one sided?